Patient

I've tried to write this entry at least a half a dozen times but my thoughts are so non-cohesive that it always turns out as hopeless ramblings of darkness. Needless to say this eleven day hospital stay has been difficult. In my mind I had prepared to write about how the doctor's warning about this …

TRUST

I was in sixth grade the first time I played the TRUST game. I remember when we were told we had to take turns standing on top of a picnic table and falling backwards into the arms of our team members. We looked at one another in terror. The level of trust you had to …

A Parked Boat

We've been in this hospital for what seems like forever. Aside from two nights at home, tomorrow will be two weeks. Her white count began to rise today and we're hopeful it will be ready for the harvest on Tuesday. Tomorrow is the surgical placement of the line for that harvest of marrow. Her platelets …

Crisis of Faith

I can't even remember what day it is anymore.  I think today is Saturday but I wouldn't put money on it and someone told me August is here.  It's been a long week to say the least.  The last two days have been a whirlwind of emotion.  It all started with visitors yesterday. Kendrick and …